OMIGOD!


What’s wrong with me?!?

(Where’s that river of ideas?)
Dang it.

Sigh…

It's Almost Midnight...

It’s almost midnight.

I almost dozed off watching the music channel.
(Hahaha, lame free-to-air local channel. Bloody lame. That’s what it is.)
Yet I'm still watching (or rather, listening?) it.

It’s been decades since I last posted my thoughts in this blog.
Yep.
Indeed.

I don’t know what’s gotten into me. Or what’s gotten out of me.
It’s just empty.

I know I'm happy. For some (or the most) part of me.
Yes.
I'm in love.
I'm in love.
I'm in love.
With the same person for the hundredth time.
And again.
(Maybe being happy is bad for the mind, huh? - says the psychopath. Hahaha…)

But I know for some other parts of me still yearn for more.

The itch will come again.
Because the opportunity has fled me (yet again).

No no.
This time I won’t blame myself.
Because this time, I'm right. And I know it.

This time, no matter how bad I wanted things to happen.
This time, I won’t regret my failure.

Coz it simply means yet another quest.
Another venture.

For the better.